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Contemplations & Perspectives, Vol. 1

by Nicholas Graham Hall

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1.
I am Beautiful shit Doesn’t know when to quit Or say enough Is enough And I’m tough Like baby’s skin Afraid to let you in Or anyone Not even my kin You can see So much that I Try to hide I am blind On the inside Not truth but understanding I am spinning as thoughts fade I am missing I reply With a yes Making a mess Of it all And everything What comes next Is a guess What is here And now Is all, and everything Through a lens Smudged with dirt Through the hurt A shining light Warms by day And by night We are free Time to set Sail away Into a raging sea
2.
Got a book of notes I won’t read again Rules and regulations I tend to bend Vacation plans That fall apart Weekend projects That I never start I got nothing but good intentions Nothing keeps my attention I’m trying my best, it’s all I can do And that’s all I’d ever ask of you Dreams and desires That don’t come true Good times That end too soon Friendships that are Bound to end Worn out jeans That I should mend I got nothing but good intentions Nothing keeps my attention I’m trying my best, it’s all I can do And that’s all I’d ever ask of you Recipes I never follow My pride I never swallow Got an ego That I can’t feed Never quite getting Up to speed I got nothing but good intentions Nothing keeps my attention I’m trying my best, it’s all I can do And that’s all I’d ever ask of you Eatin’ and drinkin’ more Than I should Plans to be great But settlin’ for good Seeds I plant But never reap New Year’s resolutions I never keep I got nothing but good intentions Nothing keeps my attention I’m trying my best, it’s all I can do And that’s all I’d ever ask of you
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Coming Clean 02:26
I was looking for a different life Something that felt like mine I wasn’t trying to be right Didn’t lift a finger out of spite Family life ain’t like happy days God knows, lots of pretending I was so damn miserable I paid cash for happy endings I’m a little dirty Some might say obscene It’s time, for me To come clean I hate cleaning vegetables But I love cleaning the floor I’m a minimalist But I never tried being poor I’m not always the nicest guy But most of the time I am I don’t always play by the rules But I’m not trying to run a scam I’m a little dirty Some might say obscene It’s time, for me To come clean If you stretch a lie long enough It almost starts to fit I’ve been trying to play the part But I know it’s time to quit I never worked my fingers Down to the bone I like myself a lot But hate to be alone I’m a little dirty Some might say obscene It’s time, for me To come clean I’m a little dirty Some might say obscene But it’s time, for me To come clean
4.
I’ve been searching for a friend That comes without strings attached A friend that can start a fire Without striking a match A friend that comes and goes with grace and ease Knows when's enough And knows how to please We all need a friend That perfect fit That won’t give up, won’t quit Not too much trouble, just enough of it Friends with benefits A friend that won’t judge All my imperfections Knows how to feed herself But still has room for my affection A friend that’ll give me space A little room to breathe Willing to go with the flow Ride shotgun, or take the lead We all need a friend That perfect fit That won’t give up, won’t quit Not too much trouble, just enough of it Friends with benefits A friend that can see I wear my heart on my sleeve Doesn’t take me too seriously Knows what’s bullshit and what to believe We all need a friend That perfect fit That won’t give up, won’t quit Not too much trouble, just enough of it Friends with benefits
5.
I’ve been thinking about what to say Tongue, twisted in knots Get tempted by the love me’s tired of the love me nots Been thinking about what to do Keep up the good fight Or after a long hard day Let it fade away into the night I’ve been thinking, my mind is drinking From a fire hose I’ve been thinking, my heart is bleeding Red like a rose I’ve been thinking, my soul is aching Lost in the shadows I’ve been thinking, my mouth is speaking Now everybody knows Been thinking about where to go I’m lost and out of my mind Feel overwhelmed, can’t trust Desperate for a sign Been thinking about when is enough My pain is masked by a smile My capacity for misery Gets tested every once in a while I’ve been thinking, my mind is drinking From a fire hose I’ve been thinking, my heart is bleeding Red like a rose I’ve been thinking, my soul is aching Lost in the shadows I’ve been thinking, my mouth is speaking Now everybody knows Been thinking about regrets Some fade and go away Words I shouldn’t have said And some that I’ll never say Been thinking about my dreams It’s time to let them go Gotten more than my share More than I’ll ever know I’ve been thinking, my mind is drinking From a fire hose I’ve been thinking, my heart is bleeding Red like a rose I’ve been thinking, my soul is aching Lost in the shadows I’ve been thinking, my mouth is speaking Now everybody knows

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released January 2, 2024

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Nicholas Graham Hall

Songwriting provides an opportunity for me to tell a story in a couple of hundred words and a few chords. Words deliver the message I want to share and music delivers the mood. Most of my songs are autobiographical in nature but I have also begun to find imaginary personas, enabling me to share feelings, thoughts, and ideas that I can imagine but have not yet experienced. ... more

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